I love this song ..

I want to be remembered ..

Closing cycles

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through.
Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters – whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.

Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents’ house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened.

You can tell yourself you won’t take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister.
Everyone is finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.

Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.

That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home.

Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts – and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.
Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them.

Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood.

Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.

Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the “ideal moment.”

Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back.
Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person – nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need.
This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.

Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life.

Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.

Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.

                                                                                                   - from Paulo Coelho's Blog

People that Come into your Life ..

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbour, co-worker, longest friend, lover, or even a complete stranger) but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our souls to dance.
They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints in our hearts,
and We are never, ever the same.
And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realised your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience help to create who you become.
Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
Make every day count!! Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself; it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
                                                                                                    ( Unknown Author)

What a Crappy Day ..

Yet another crappy day ..

       I went to Bed at 10:00 pm yesterday ,which happens to be very difficult choice to me as im a late night sleeper..I shut down my computer and went to bed peace fully ..and had a Good nights sleep . yea till 12:00 am.The New day begins then.I woke up from my sleep when my roomate had to call all the people around the world at midnight .Since i got up from sleep ,I thought to make a call to my sister,and i ran out of credits .So,I sat to read something ..Biochemistry book ..which is not a very good choice of book to read when you are half drowsy and pissed off because you had to wake up from half sleep..I know i read a few many pages but retained nothing . so , went to sleep by 4 am.couldnt sleep even then,so I thought about random funny moments in life ,a few funny friends ..and went to sleep smiling at 5:00 am.. only to wake up at 7:00 am by roomate to get ready for clinical rotation.

   today was my first day in pediatrics department ..I like babies a lot and i was pretty excited about it . it was about 7:50 already,and had to run to the hospital to reach in time for rotation,to make a good first impression.went in to the building ,and was searching for the department floor on elevator board only to find that peds department was in a whole different building.paced at the maximum speed to the building,with a really really bad system of elevators .which stopped in each floor for no reason.anyway,reached the department with a 30 minute delay.saw a doctor went to her,she was paying no attention to us.i was scared to  death because i know she might be mad at us for being late.we  followed her no matter what,went to the patient room and looked like a complete idiot.soon,my friend read her name plate,only to realise it was the wrong doctor.ran out of the room,searched for the right one this time,and found her finally.a very pleasing woman.she couldnt speak a single word of english,and i did not understand a lot what she said ,but i shook my head and made her happy.after a long rotation of wards.she asked us to auscultate the baby and tell her what i hear. I kept my stethescope on her chest  and all i could hear was some chinese music playing . "na-nah-ne-neeh" the kid was playing with some kind of music toy and i was like "oh,God". Though I didnt hear anything,I looked like i got it all.

went to the office,she asked for the text book.which we had forgot to take today,both of us.she asked politely to go fetch the book and be back soon.. I was like "what the hell" .. I had to go back all the way,then get into 7th floor(no elevators)in dormetry,find a friends book.anyway I did it,got the book.

In a real hurry,BUT desperately wanted a bite because I skipped the breakfast,i went into the cafeteria and was yelled by the lady in charge for entering with  lab coat on.i had to take it off,get the food,run to the hospital and had to take stairs AGAIN!! ,becauser waiting for elevator would mean staying there the whole day..

and then came back from hospital ,and bumped into the rudest professor(whom none of us would ever want to meet again|) .I dont know why,the very sight of him gives me the nightmares ..

the day isnt over yet..But everything has got a limit right.may be this is the limit today ..aaaarrgh ..Now I have to sleep peacefully. had a rough day!!

and did i mention,apparently ,being with babies with diarrhea ,projectile vomitting and constant crying in a very high pitch ..Not very amusing..even on a normal day ..

This is about me ..

I am not special in any way .. I like hanging out with friends all the time,but
I dont !!...I love bold and stylish people,but I am not one !!...I love singers and dancers..but I never sing or dance!!...
I am not stuffed in with feelings coz I cry out every single speck in me..
I dont remember every events in my life!I am not hung up on a nostalgia to think yesterday was better than today, rather I believe living 'today' ,and try to make it better than yesterday ..
I am motivated by every single thing or person I come through,no matter how silly they are...I find something admirable and add on to me...
I dont lead a monotonous life..Because I am imperfect ..sometimes I bunk my classes,sometimes I study hard..and probably dats why, I am not bored with my life...
I never collected stamps or dolls..I never had a piggy box...but I stack up frnds and they are the best thing ever happened to me !!!! I haven't learnt much from my life But I have never failed to smile each day !!

Tried to draw a friend of mine ..

Things I've learned from my life ..

•    Life  provide enough chances to go through all phases of emotions..sometimes it makes us smile ,sometimes  we laugh hard ,sometimes it pisses you off,sometimes we are numb ..no man get through life without all these ..(if you are a man claiming you  have never cried in life..Remember,you wont be alive if you haven’t cried out hard when you were born..)
• Silent people are the people with deep hurt inside ..there may not be tears , but a weeping soul..
• when people hurt you ..chill and forgive them ..because that might be the only relief they get in their life ..
• sometimes we choose to get hurt ..because its worth it ..(you’ve got a big heart)!!
• Sometimes we persist because there is a hope inside us that we will get there eventually!
• There is absolutely nothing that cannot hurt ..Everything has the ability to hurt..silence,words,looks,smile,memories,roses ..
• People hurt you because there is somthing inside killing them and they have to vent their feelings into someone who can handle much of it ..either by crying out or by a good enough reply ..or sometimes just a smile..
• We might hate people who love us and we might love people who don’t love us..
• You always forgive the people you love ..who never love you back..
• Eventually you will forget Every events of your life ..
• Things that made you smile once would make you cry
• People totally change their principles when they fall in love.
• Love is blind –nothing matters ..caste,religion,nationality,language,health,beauty,age
• We could always hate and love a person in same amount..
• Time is the healer !!
• Songs touch our hearts ..Food makes us happy..Movies make life worse because it gives a false idea about life and people forget to follow their heart but anticipate the events in their life like a melodrama..
• Reality always sucks!!But there is always a fantasy world in every mind..where things could have been better and ‘all is well’ end!
• It doesn’t matter how much you care ..somethings always go wrong..
• Patience is the Greatest gift ..If only you were patient enough to wait and see the miracles..life would’ve been so much Different.
• My life would have been soo much different in a world with no internet.
• You always end up hurting people for good or bad intentions
• All of us are selfish.whatever reasons we say,there is no selfless deed in the world..
• I’ve always heard girls saying that they would like to be a boy..and no boy ever wanted to be a girl except when they are in the queue for movie tickets.
• People always  lie ..sometimes it  is better not to know the truth..so live with it..
• Somethings are better unsaid..It is the not knowing that makes life interesting..
• Cheerful people always make friends ..
• No matter how hard we fight..at the end you forget what you've been fighting for..It is the end that matters..
• Everyone love the original version..whatever it is ..beauty,song,movie,books
• Women actually use their looks to get favours..and it works most of the time..;)
• Its always better to keep secrets to yourself ..unless it actually eats you alive and youve got a really faithful friend.
• We know somethings would have been different  if we were to follow our heart and if nothing else could  matter.Life is a compromise.
• No matter how wonderful things are,we always screw things up.
• No matter how perfect you lived,deep inside there are regrets that aches.
• Never push things.wait,and let things happen.its beautiful when things happen naturally!
• Acting aloof actually works.
• Scars are good.each time you get hurt,you get stronger .No matter how bad things can get there comes a point when nothing could stop you from moving forward..
• It's a wonderful life .. I know this would make people sigh asking themselves "really?" .. we  fail to enjoy the beauty of each events in our life ..and it takes really long years to look back and smile at our failures and disappointments..LIFE is wonderful in every way , we just dont realise it soon enough .
• Im just 22 and I haven't gone through the tough trials in my life yet .So,if things go wrong and screw up ,Im gonna bitch about it and blog about how life sucks .. I guess thats how life is .. No matter how much you know how these little things in life are not gonna matter in 5 years .. we always make a fuss about it and bring our vulnerable side outside.. (because there is always that 5 year old kid inside us ,no  matter how big we have grown up.

Jack sparrow

"Why is the Rum always Gone"??!!
  

Love

Everyone should fall in love sometime in their life.
it is the sign of growing up
you learn to let go of things you love
you learn to smile while torn inside
you learn to love  people despite of their flaws
and you learn to make others happy
expecting Nothing, but a smile .

Why do Good people Die ?

I have always wondered ,why do good people die? I mean,I always thought that its the bad people who should die and not the good ones . Nobody has an answer but they all tell the same "things happen ,but we cannot judge God" ..
and I thought about it, I wanted an answer .It was my dad who said "God takes away anything that you love more than Him " he was talking about something else but that really striked me. Isnt that right? I mean I have  lost my friends (not by death) for no obvious reasons ..there wont be any reasons or anything,but they go away .
may be those good people die because God wants to teach others that you are not allowed to love anything more than Him .That make sense .doesnt it?  God wants us to Love him more than everything in the world (a bit possessive,may be )
you skip your prayer,just to make time for your boyfriend ,dang, next thing you know ,"he need some space"..
you skip your church to learn maths,you get a "C" for maths
you spent all your time with your best friend , "your jokes are not funny anymore"
when you think about it ,Its God's way of keeping us closer to him.
who would you run to ,when you've lost everyone ..??        HIM   !!
If you really care about your relationships and people you love, love them less than you Love God .
I know "love them less" doesn't make sense .But how many have you maintained this long, by Loving them most ?? we have proofs that the sincerity or intensity of our love has not always been able to make them stay.In otherwords,It has always been the people we loved less ,who has been with us always through thick and thin.
Love God and spent time with HIM , and everything is gonna be alright!
Remember,No matter how bad things are,it takes only a millisecond for Him to repair it for you .God Bless us.

FaceBook !

1  Passport,Identity card ,Drivers licence , Facebook .. ;)
2.you look on your wallposts and fb updates for a few seconds  ..Next thing you know,you were on facebook for more than an hour.
3.The best thing to find out about the boy or girl , your parents seeking for you
4. write anything about "Love",you get a million "likes", you are Lucky if you get atleast a comment when you talk about national defence or U.S president .
5.The best way to stalk your Ex,without them knowing..
6.People think twice before they Facebook comment or update(because the entire contacts read it)
7.I know that i am not just the one,when I see other's status updates ..Everyone has similar problems..
8.The  thing to convey your attitude(indirectly) to the one you want,without actually mailing him/her
9. when someone replies to my comment and I see it that moment,I dont reply soon, just to make them think that 'I have got a life' .
10.It makes us happy to see a Like for the update ..(Compliments,We all need it)

Everyone needs someone ..

Today,I joined bloggers.com , and when they asked for a username,I had to think a few minutes to find a fake name for me just because I didnt want any of my friends to find out my blog.Ha,how people like their own space,to get away from people they know and share their life with people they've never met.they dont mind if thousands read their blog but they never talk out their feelings to the few ones in their real world..and the ultimate reason is Nobody wants to be judged!people just want someone to hear them out ,without being judged and crossed .people are the same everywhere..
Do a thing,next time when someone comes to you,hear them out..just listen,give a hug ..keep the secret  and talk to them the next day like nothing's changed ..someday you might need a listening ear and there will be ..because ,"what goes around,comes around" ..